up to my knees

the excuses for reasons not to see me when i go to san diego next month just keep piling around me. soon, i'll have to dig my way out if i'm not careful. what makes me mad is all of these people are supposed to be my friends, and have been begging me to come visit forever. now that i am finally going to be out there, everyone has better things to do: work trip out of the country (so far only acceptable one), trip out of town even though they KNEW when i was coming and their trip was planned after, stupid bullshit drama. i'm half expecting to hear someone say they have to wash their hair those days that i'm there. *rolls eyes* what is sad is i have friends in other cities who would really love to see me, but instead of going to see them, i planned san diego so that i could see a majority of people, but now they dont want to see me. pathetic. i'm glad at least this is showing me who my real friends are.